She admitted feeling “lonely” and “overwhelmed” in an emotional Instagram post last week, also revealing she was sleep-eating and had “gained weight.”
And Vicky Pattison – who has battled with her weight since dropping 3st in 2013 – also missed her scheduled appearance at the TV BAFTAs last week.
Ahead of the event, she admitted, “I’m so nervous that I won’t fit in or look as good as everyone else, I’m losing sleep over it.”
A source says, “Vicky is doing the best she can to be her chipper self, but the truth is that she’s struggling, although she still looks brilliant. She’s put on a few pounds and it’s really affecting her. She looks in the mirror and analyses every curve. She’ll have a few down days and then appear OK, but before long she’s beating herself up again.”
CHECK OUT Classic Geordie Shore cast - then and now
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Vicky Pattison in 2011
Feisty Vicky, the very first person to enter the Geordie Shore house in 2011, has had quite the transformation over the years.
Vicky Pattison now
These days, she really is a Geordie girl with a VIP edge.
Charlotte Crosby in 2011
Charlotte Crosby takes to the red carpet before appearing in the first ever series of MTV's Geordie Shore.
Charlotte Crosby now
Charlotte's had a massive transformation over the years, and has been smashing it in her career since her Geordie days. She hosts Just Tattoo Of Us' has released books and fitness DVDs, and a show all about her.
Holly Hagan in 2011
Before her Geordie Shore debut, Holly Hagan looked like this.
Holly Hagan now
Now, it would seem that Holly's taken some inspo from Kim K, as her look has drastically changed.
Greg Lake in 2011
Greg appeared in Geordie Shore in the very beginning, but didn't make it past series one.
Greg Lake now
Greg is now married to Hollyoaks star Jennifer Metcalfe, with whom he has a baby.
Gaz Beadle in 2011
Here's Gaz before embarking on his long-running career on Geordie Shore.
Gary Beadle now - aged 29
In terms of poses not much has changed. But, believe it or not, this Geordie hunk has left the dating scene behind, because he's loved up with girlfriend Emma McVey. They even have a child together.
James Tindale in 2011
James's debut on Geordie Shore saw him spend 90% of his time at the gym and the remaining 10% flexing his muscles in the mirror.
James Tindale now
Looks like he stuck at it!
Jay Gardner in 2011
'The dad of the Geordie group' Jay was the oldest member of the show. Who could forget those iconic brows...
Jay Gardner now
And years later, his brows are still on fleek.
Sophie Kasaei in 2011
Sophie joined the Geordie Shore show in series one, but was axed for her bad behaviour two years later. Naughty.She later returned to the show in 2016 with a slightly newer cast!
Sophie Kasaei in 2018
She's since glowed upppppppp. She returned to the show for the Big Birthday Battle in 2016 and stayed on as a cast member but quit in spring 2019.
Ricci Guarnaccio in 2011
Ricci joined the show in series two, and had a rollercoaster of a relationship with Vicky Pattison.
Ricci Guarnaccio now - aged 31
It would seem that since leaving the show he's decided to embark on a new journey....by growing a beard.
Rebecca Walker in 2012
Rebecca also joined the show in series two, and was known for her bust-ups, dramas and fallouts.
Rebecca Walker now
Now, she's ditched the party days and has become a mum.
Daniel Thomas
Dan joined Geordie Shore in the fourth series and left at the end of series five.
Daniel Thomas now
He doesn't look all that different now, but he's certainly been enjoying life (and the gym).
Scott Timlin 2013
Life and soul of the party Scotty T joined the show in series four.
Scotty T now
And WHAT a career this Geordie has had. Fromwinning Celebrity Big Brotherto landing a cameo appearance in Neighbours to even having a girlfriend, he's definitely seen success in the media industry.
Marnie Simspon 2014
Marnie entered the house in series seven. Back then, she described herself a "natural beauty".
Marnie Simpson now - aged 25
Marnie had several cosmetic procedures done since being on the show, including a nose job, lip fillers and a boob job. She's now expecting a child with Casey Johnson.
Aaron Chalmers then
Tatted-up Aaron Chalmers joined in the eighth series and had an infamous on-off relationship with Marnie. It was SO juicy to watch.
Aaron Chalmers now
Aaron quit Geordie Shore to focus on his career as an MMA fighter, along with his spending more time on his relationship.
Kyle Christie then
How young does Kyle look? We barely even recognised this Geordie Shore star.
Kyle Christie now
Well HELLO there Kyle. Talk about a transformation, people.
After her initial post, Vicky thanked fans for their support, saying, “Sometimes it takes an overwhelming breakdown to have an undeniable breakthrough.”
She was later seen on a night out, after reps shot down claims she had been diagnosed with the eating disorder NS-RED, which causes sufferers to unknowingly consume food while asleep.
To make matters worse, Vicky – whose wedding to John Noble was called off in November when he was caught getting close to another woman – is also facing issues in her new relationship with TOWIE star Ercan Ramadan.
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The couple have been on and off and pals say the uncertainty is difficult to deal with.
The source adds, “Splitting up with John was a big blow for Vicky, and her pals feel she tried to move on too quickly with Ercan. They’re trying to make things work, but the ups and downs are taking a toll. For now, she’s trying to keep as fit and healthy as she can, but her confidence isn’t as high as it was.”
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