Danniella Westbrook on her addiction battle: If I relapse again, that’s it

Danniella Westbrook

by Marianna Manson |
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Danniella Westbrook has revealed that just one more line of cocaine could kill her

The mum of two has been clean for five months following a deadly relapse in 2014 which saw her eldest son Kai Jenkins having to check on her each morning to check she hadn’t died in the night.

Danniella has been honest about her battle with drugs, recently appearing on the now-axed Jeremy Kyle Show to discuss her demons, before being admitted to yet another rehab facility to help kick the habit.

And now she’s revealed the true extent of her illness as part of The Sun’s End of the Line campaign.

“I’ve got another relapse in me, but I don’t have another recovery," she said. “It’s do or die for me. I know I’m one relapse away from dying.”

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Closer - The changing faces of Danniella Westbrook

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Danniella Westbrook before EastEnders

Danniella started off her showbiz career in modelling and, as a child, launched Next's children's fashionware and became the face of high street chain Tammy Girl. She also appeared in television advertisements for Opel cars and Coca Cola, had a small part in Grange Hill and appeared in the theatre in the West End.After appearing as an extra in EastEnders she was put forward for the role of Sam Mitchell at the age of 16 and successfully auditioned before first appearing on the BBC soap in July 1990.Before her rise to fame as blonde bombshell Sam on the show, Danniella sported long brown hair with a fringe and looks every inch the girl next door.

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Danniella Westbrook as EastEnders’ Sam Mitchell

Danniella would soon turn her brown hair to golden blonde after joining the soap but in her early days in the series she kept her natural colour, as in this picture with co-star Mike Reid.

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Danniella Westbrook, drugs and her nose

The actress has been open about her addiction to drugs and has admitted she first tried cocaine at the age of 14.After winning a part in EastEnders she became a regular on the London club scene and her drug use escalated, and by the age of 21 she was spending £400 a day on cocaine.In 2000 fans were shocked when pictures were published that showed Daniella's eroded nasal septum due to excessive drug use.Danniella checked into rehab and six months later appeared on television show The Priory when she claimed she had not used drugs in months. However, hosts Jamie Theakston and Zoe Ball struggled to get coherent answers from her as she was on drugs at the time despite her claims.She later said: "I said I was clean, but it was obvious I wasn't. I look about 50, and my voice was shaky. I should never have been allowed on. They wanted to laugh at me, rip me apart. I despise that sort of thing, but it did me the world of good because watching it I realised, 'I'm so ill.'"When it came to the crunch I thought, 'Hang on. I don't want to die.'"The star went back to rehab to try and beat her drug habit again and underwent reconstructive surgery on her nose.

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Danniella Westbrook’s BIG hair days

A couple of years after joining EastEnders Danniella was starting to look more like a star in 2002. She was a regular on the red carpet and was often pictured on a night out and played up to the part by wearing her hair big, long and curly.

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Danniella Westbrook’s blonde comeback

In 2003 Danniella appeared happy and healthy in promotional shots for the second series of I'm A Celebrity... Get Me Out of Here!The star sported a glowing tan and golden hair but, despite seeming to be in a better place, she walked out of camp on day nine after crying over how difficult she was finding life in the jungle and how much she was missing her husband Kevin Jenkins, who she divorced in 2014.

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Danniella Westbrook and her children

Despite admitting to relapsing on occasion and using drugs again in the past, Danniella displayed a more wholesome image in 2004 when she stepped out to the premiere of the Polar Express with her children.The mother looked more mature than her early EastEnders days and appeared happy and healthy as she sported a shorter blonde 'do.

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Daniella Westbrook and her black hair

By 2012 the actress had dramatically changed her look and looked happy on a night out as she showed off a glowing tan and long dark hair.

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Daniella Westbrook’s sensible style

In 2014 Daniella was almost back to blonde as she looked more demure in stylish clothes during a television appearance on Lorraine while she wore her brown hair up in a bun.

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Danniella Westbrook today

Danniella said she was diagnosed with cancer in September 2018 and in 2019 admitted that she was still a regular user of cocaine, leading to her pal Jeremy Kyle offering to pay for a 12-week stint in rehab for the troubled star.

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“If Jeremy hadn’t reached out to me I would be dead. When he saw me for the first time out of rehab he had tears in his eyes. I told him he’d saved my life. I was six and a half stone. I didn’t realise how bad I was. I looked like a 70-year-old woman - like I was already dead.

“Cocaine ruined my life. It hurt my health and stripped me of my personality and my self-respect and self-worth.

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“When I was in the throes of addiction, nothing could stop me. I would have passed a lie detector test to say I won’t take drugs today, but then in the same breath be on the phone to a dealer.

“All I cared about was drugs. I was just constantly trying to get money. It wasn’t about putting food on the table, it was all about getting drugs.”

After finding fame playing wholesome Sam Mitchell on EastEnders in the 1980s, Danniella was photographed with a collapsed septum in the year 2000 and was replaced by another actress, before reprising her role in 2009 during a period of sobriety.

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