OPINION: I still breastfeed my five-year-old along with her two younger brothers – and don’t plan to quit any time soon

I know that breast is best for my family

Caroline Thain breastfeeding

by Caroline Thain |
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I’m a mother to four children aged eight to five weeks, and have been breastfeeding, non-stop, for five years.

When my first son, Mac, was born, I was advised not to breastfeed as I was on medication. We have a lovely bond and I didn’t realise we were missing out until my second child arrived.

By the time I was pregnant with my daughter Isabella, five, I had no strong feelings on breastfeeding either way, but agreed to give it a go to humour my midwife. At birth, Isabella latched on and was instantly content. It was wonderful, magical, life-affirming, empowering, and I’ve been breastfeeding her ever since. Neither of us want to stop, so we haven’t.

Caroline's three eldest children - Mac, Isabella and Nathaniel (Credit: Caroline Thain)

I fed Isabella throughout my pregnancy with Nathaniel, two, and nursed both Isabella and Nathaniel while I was expecting Sebastian, who’s just five weeks old. I was told they might self-wean when the taste of my milk changed during pregnancy, but neither did.

Although I passionately believe breast is best, I wasn’t breastfed myself. Despite the body making sufficient milk to feed the children you nurse, almost without exception, my mum reckoned there wasn’t enough milk to feed my twin sister and me.

Caroline's youngest, Sebastian, is just five weeks old (Credit: Caroline Thain)

I don’t blame her though: breastfeeding is poorly understood in Britain. We have the lowest rates globally. The World Health Organisation recommends mothers breastfeed until infants are "two years and beyond," yet only one in 200 children are breastfed for a year.

It saddens me when I hear mums talking about ‘wanting their body back,’ or saying getting their baby ‘independent’ is a milestone - babies are not supposed to be self-sufficient. I just don’t understand why some women are so keen to disconnect from their babies as soon as they’re born, and totally disagree with the idea that it’s better to formula feed so others can ‘help’. A baby wants its mother, and anyway, breastfeeding is far more than nutrition.

Caroline really regrets not breastfeeding her eldest child Mac (Credit: Caroline Thain)

Breast milk is free, comforting, nutritious, and served at room temperature in a clean handy way. It protects my children and myself from a plethora of medical conditions, promotes bonding, intelligence and wellbeing. While Mac, who was formula fed, has eczema and allergies and succumbed to bugs from an early age, Isabella was rarely ill until she started school. When they are upset, poorly, tired or can't sleep, they latch on and it soothes them conveniently.

That’s not to say my approach to breastfeeding is always easy - like all aspects of parenting, it brings challenges. I breastfeed on demand, which means my boobs are fair game any time of the day or night to all three. I don't make them wait and never refuse.

Caroline with her husband David on her wedding day (Credit: Caroline Thain)

Physically it is harder to manage three children at the breast. If all three want to snuggle simultaneously we have to negotiate, but it works okay. A relative did recently joke that I need to grow a third breast though!

At times the touched out feeling can get overwhelming, and occasionally I feel drained. It’s hardest when they are unwell, because they constantly feed, and being sucked non-stop between mopping up vomit, wiping diarrhoea, changing bed sheets and endless laundry takes its toll. I never go out in evenings, as I have to be there in case they need nursing.

Isabella - seen here on her first day at school - often breastfeeds when she gets home (Credit: Caroline Thain)

Because it is socially unacceptable in the UK, breastfeeding my school child can feel like a dark secret. I’m not immune to the stigma and shaming linked to breastfeeding an older child, and have seen women crucified online; accused of attachment issues, laziness, spoiling children and branded perverts. I’m usually comfortable breastfeeding in public – I’ve breastfed in swimming pools, school assembly, and walking along the street - but when my children hit two, I limit it to the privacy of our own home.

Once at home, Isabella is free to breastfeed whenever she likes. If she comes in from school and wants to nurse while she's reading or to reconnect with me, she can. But even there we’re not completely free from judgement. Family members have made disapproving comments like “Don’t you think she’s getting too old?” and “Are you still breastfeeding? I expect you’ll be giving up soon!” When she was younger, they ‘joked’ that I’d be breastfeeding her in school uniform, so I think some of them are shocked to see their prediction’s come true.

Caroline doesn't see any aspect of motherhood as a sacrifice, even though she can't go out in the evenings (Credit: Caroline Thain)

Although breastfeeding this way can be tricky, knowing the positives, I don’t think nights out or more sleep make it worth switching to formula. I don’t see any part of raising my children as a sacrifice, because I know the choices I make prioritise them and keep them happy. My only regret is not breastfeeding my eldest child, and if I could go back, I definitely would. As for my youngest three, well, I fully expect to nurse them until they choose to stop, so it is likely that by then, I will have breastfed for over a decade. Some people might think that’s a bit extreme, but I know that for us, this is the best way.

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