‘I want the world to know black skin is beautiful’

"I really struggled with how people reacted to me because of my skin colour"

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by Daisy McClure |
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By 2027, the skin-bleaching industry is set to be worth over £6bn. Many lightening products have been banned under safety regulations but can still be bought under the counter or online, leading to experts calling it ‘a public health emergency’. Closer speaks to two women who have experienced pressure to change the colour of their skin…

Akua Blacq was just 14 when she started buying bleaching treatments in an attempt to lighten her skin.

Akua, 28, says, “After I moved from Ghana to the UK, people would constantly stare at me and comment on how dark my skin was. Boys at school would tell me that they only fancied girls who were white or mixed race.

“I turned to lightening creams that gave me terrible eczema and dry skin, hoping they would make me ‘more desirable’.

“Now, I realise my skin is beautiful, and I look after it with oils and moisturisers. I even became a model to show the world that black skin is beautiful.”

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Aged 14, in school

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A survey by the British Skin Foundation found that a third of those using skin-lightening products did so because they believed lighter skin was more attractive. This belief is often referred to as colourism. Rooted in white supremacy, it’s led to dark-skinned people fighting against prejudice, even within their own communities.

But many lightening products – which include creams, scrubs, pills and injections – contain chemicals such as hydroquinone, corticosteroids and mercury, which have been banned under safety regulations.

Prolonged exposure to these are linked to liver and kidney malfunction, skin thinning and nerve damage. But 21 per cent surveyed said they continued to use the products anyway, and five per cent said they’d used them on a child.

Powerful skin-lightening creams are usually given on prescription by a doctor, often used to improve the appearance of birthmarks, and are only to be used for one week. But many products can also be purchased under the counter or online.

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Akua is now a model

Singer Alexandra Burke recently spoke out about being advised to bleach her skin by music industry bosses after she’d appeared on The X Factor. In an interview, she said, “I got told... because you’re black you’re going to have to work 10 times harder than a white artist because of the colour of your skin.” And Oscar-winning actress Lupita Nyong’o revealed she was told she was “too dark” to appear on TV.

Dr Mary Sommerlad, consultant dermatologist and British Skin Foundation spokesperson, tells Closer, “It’s hard to know the scale of this problem, but we consider it a public health emergency and are aware that we only know about the tip of the iceberg. It can lead to serious health risks and even death.

“We need to educate children from as young as 10 about the risks of these products. But there also needs to be more campaigns featuring dark-skinned black models and actors so people don’t feel pressured to change the colour of their skin.”

Akua, who lives in London, remembers the day she realised her skin made her “different”. She says, “When I walked into the classroom at my new school, aged just 14, the first teacher I met stopped what she was doing and just stared at me. A lot of my peers were black, too, but I was darker than them.

“I really struggled with how people reacted to me because of my skin colour and I was teased relentlessly – I just wanted to be like everyone else.

“I couldn’t talk to my mum about it, as she’s quite reserved.”

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Leanne Amaning

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Leanne Amaning

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Siânnise Fudge

After a few failed romances, Bristol babe Siânnise Fudge found her Aladdin in the villa in the shape of boyfriend Luke Trotman.

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Siânnise Fudge

A big believer in fairytale endings, Siânnise and Luke have since moved into together, survived a global pandemic, are parents to puppy Nala and even founded their own fashion business @conqrstore.

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Eve and Jess Gale

A Love Island first, identical twins Eve and Jess caused fireworks when they walked into the villa. Although Eve's journey was cut short, Jess managed to make her way to the final and finished in fourth place with now ex-boyfriend Ched Evans.

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Eve and Jess Gale

Since the show ended, the pair still do everything together, from travelling the world to posing together in sexy shoots. They're still very much joined at the hip.

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Shaughna Phillips

Leaving with her head high after the whole Callum/Molly Casa Amor drams, Shaughna is still one of the stand out stars of the winter series in South Africa, and has since gone on to star on Celebs Go Virtual Dating.

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Shaughna Phillips

Always keeping it real, Shaughna bravely opened up about suffering from an eating disorder and the results of liposuction surgery on her legs.She's full of LOLs of Twitter and is still the Shaughna we all fell in love with. Has she found love yet? Not yet, but only time will tell...

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Sophie Piper

Will we ever forget Sophie's infectious laugh and infamous put downs in awkward situation? The beauty, who is the sister of pop star and TV presenter Rochelle Humes, became the seventh Islander to be dumped from the villa halfway through the series.

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Sophie Piper

Since the show, Sophie has racked up 800k Instagram followers. She has continued to work as a model and influencer for the likes of Pretty Little Thing, Boux Avenue and JD Sports.

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Paige Turley

The winner takes it all! Scottish babe and aspiring singer Paige walked away the winner of Love Island 2020. She well and truly found her prince!

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Paige Turley

Despite enduring a hard period over lockdown they're still madly in love a year later. Aww! And despite EVERYONE wanting another Love Island wedding, the pair recently admitted that they want to do things in their 'own time'.

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Mike Boateng

Hunky police officer Mike Boateng left the Love Island villa with a smile as he confessed his love for Priscilla Anyabu, but it took a while for him to find his princess.

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Love Island 2020 where are they now

The pair instantly made things official when they left the villa. They're still very much together and now live together in London.

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Connor Durman

Jet-setter Connor went into Love Island to settle down, but after a six-month-long romance with Sophie Piper he is now single again.

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Connor Durman

However, he's still got a smile on his face (how could he not) as his coffee business is booming - even through lockdown - and his Instagram following is bigger than ever. That's what we like to see!

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Callum Jones

Scaffolder Callum become a little bit of a Love Island villian when he dramatically dumped Shaughna and chose to return from Casa Amor with Molly Smith.

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Callum Jones and Molly Smith

However, it looks like his risky move was worth it as the Manchester duo survived the lockdown and have moved in together - he even spoke to exclusively to us about marriage and babies. Adorable. Talk about proving everyone wrong!

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Nas Majeed

After a few pies and a brief snog with Demi Jones, Nas got his Love Island wish granted when he walked in Casa Amor and met Eva Zapico.

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Nas Majeed

Even though they left very soon after they returned to the main villa, Nas and Eva are still stronger than ever and are another couple to survive any sort of Love Island curse. They even sassily hit back at split rumours in the funniest way last year.

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Ollie Williams

Oh Ollie! His time on Love Island was very brief and surrounded in controversy. From those pictures of him hunting to rumours that he was only on the show for exposure as he left after three days after realising he was still in love with his ex-girlfriend Laura.

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Ollie Williams

Since reuniting with his ex-girlfriend Laura soon after the show, Ollie has enjoyed the quiet life. It's not known if Ollie is still loved up with Laura, they last posted a Insta snap together in September 2020. Hmmmm.

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Finley Tapp

Oh Finley! As well as bagging true love in the form of girlfriend Paige Turley and WINNING the show, the whole nation fell a little bit in love with this cheeky chap.

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Finley Tapp

After spending a whole year together, Finn recently revealed to heat that his relationship with Paige went from strength to strength during lockdown because 'he was already used to the intensity of spending every minute with Paige. When you put it like that!

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Connagh Howard

Connagh, 27, dumped from the Love Island villa. The hunk, 27, bid a sad farewell to South Africa on Friday's show after just a few weeks despite sharing a kiss with Rebecca Gormley days earlier, who chose Luke Trotman over him.

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Connagh Howard

The model's career as a model and person trainer has rocketed since appearing on the show as he has used the exposure to his advantage. He's also gained a HUGE following on Tik Tok AND found love with girlfriend Beth Dunlavey.

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Rebecca Gormley

The Geordie babe was a little bit picky in the Love Island villa, but finally found her man, fellow Islander Chris Biggs, after leaving the show.

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The pair are still loved up and Rebecca has gushed that he's just 'an amazing man'. However, the past year hasn't been completely plain sailing, as she recently underwent surgery after damaging her right arm in a horror fall back in January.

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Luke Mabbott

Justin Bieber lookalike Luke managed to reach the final of the show with Demi Jones, and although we all thought they were the real deal, the pair parted ways at the start of lockdownafter living apart for months.

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Despite being locked down, Luke soon moved on with another Islander, Lucie Donlan, and have been together for just over a year. Luke recently revealed a huge tattoo tribute to his girlfriend after almost a year of dating and the pair have just adopted an adorable rescue dog called Bunny.

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Luke Trotman

Student Luke walked out of Love Island hand in hand with girlfriend Siânnise and start their fairytale together.

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Luke Trotman

Since leaving the show, Luke decided to head back to university to finish his Banking, Finance, and Management degree. We love a guy who thinks beyond the PAs and hashtag ads.

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Demi Jones

Even though she was super unlucky in love in the villa, Demi's infectious personality has made her a stand out star in her own right.

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Demi Jones

Since the show, she's landed deals with Missguided and is a brand ambassador @tatti_lashes. However, in May 2021, Demi revealed to the world that she has thyroid cancer and announced that she will have to undergo surgery. Ever the optimist though, Demi has been updating fans of her surgery progress, admitting that she's a 'tough cookie'. She sure is!

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Wallace Wilson

Scottish personal trainer Wallace entered Love Island towards the end, but he still made an impression, although not quite enough to leave with a lady on his arm.

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Wallace Wilson

Outside the villa, Wallace in focusing on his personal training back home, is he still on the lookout for love? Who knows, he likes to play it coy.

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Ched Uzor

Beefcake Ched left the villa arm in arm with Jess Gale, and things were going swimmingly until the coronavirus pandemic hit and they wenttheir separate ways in an 'impossible situation'.

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Ched Uzor

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Akua began using lightening creams that she found easily on the high street or in hair salons specialising in black hair, before moving to other products she bought online. She estimates she spent around £600 a year on products. She would save up her allowance – and kept it secret from her mother. She says, “Mum would have been so upset if she knew what I was doing. And it was pointless anyway – looking back, I can see the products didn’t really work. All they did was dry out my skin and I had sore patches all over me. I developed eczema – and I still have bad flare-ups now. I convinced myself it was worth it, but it really wasn’t.

“My skin can be so dry and itchy. It’s such a shame as, before, my skin was so lovely.”

Then, aged 26, Akua began researching lightening injections – which often include skin-bleaching products – and found out she could get them at a local salon after hearing about them online. She says, “They cost £250 a shot and claim to lighten the skin and give desirable results after three or four rounds. I couldn’t believe I was contemplating spending so much money on changing my skin colour.

“It was a lightbulb moment and I realised I needed to change the way I saw myself. I decided to love myself and look after my skin instead of torturing it. In 2019, I started modelling as I want to be a role model to young black women and show them they should be proud of their skin.”

Akua now feels happy with the way she looks. She says, “I don’t want any other 14-year-old girl with darker skin tone to think they are inferior.

“It’s taken me a long time to accept me for the woman I see in the mirror. I now see my skin as my strength and that’s given me a whole new level of confidence.”

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‘I was offered skin bleaching when I was just 11 years old’

Journalist Victoria Sanusi, 27, from London, says, “When I was 11 years old, I went to the hairdressers and a new stylist was doing my hair. She looked at me and said, ‘You’re pretty, but you’re too dark. I have some bleach in the back for you.’

“I didn’t try the bleach, but it played on my mind for a long time. I’d compare myself to other black women who were lighter and notice they were treated differently. They received more attention from boys and would be deemed as more attractive.

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“As a teenager dealing with puberty and living in a town that was mostly white, colourism destroyed my confidence. Even now, when I go to the hair salon, I always see skin-lightening products at the tills and it makes me so angry – not only because I believe black skin is beautiful, but also because of how easily accessible the products are.

“It’s an issue I sometimes struggle to talk about, even though it’s abundantly clear that colourism exists. For example, on Love Island, black girls are often picked last. It was evident from the Black Lives Matter movement last year that a lot of people are just getting their head around the fact racism exists, so I think colourism feels baffling to them.

“Along with my friend Jas, we host an award-winning weekly podcast called Black Gals Livin’, where we discuss pop culture and mental health. For me, this is a safe place where these conversations about colourism can take place.

“Our listeners have told us that they have unfortunately had similar stories. Some bleached their skin as a result, which is truly disheartening. I’ve embraced therapy – my therapist is a dark-skinned black woman and has changed my life. I’m able to have frank and honest discussions about how I feel the world sees me.”

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