This week I had a much needed trip away to The Celtic Manor with Corey and my bessie Noel.
I'm at the stage of my pregnancy where I wish I could have a holiday from myself. My world is just talking pregnancy, breathing pregnancy, baby products and CONSTANTLY thinking about my due date. I've still got 3 weeks to go, if not longer.
Any slight twinge I instantly think, is this it...? Am I going into labour?
I was early with Corey by nine days, so I'm naturally thinking I will be early this time too. I've got to get it out of my head because that may not be the case and I'm driving myself mad trying to second-guess what my every move should be.
Going to Celtic Manor for a couple of days did help ease my due date obsession. We had such a relaxing time. It's a brilliant place for both adults and kids and the staff are so attentive and helpful.
Though most kids' activities were closed now the school holidays are over, we still managed to fit in adventure golf and swimming for Corey and that was plenty for me to do at this stage.
Whilst we were there I managed to fit in a 'Mum to Be' massage and I have to say it was one of the best massages I've ever had. Completely needed and perfect for all my aches, pains and swollen hands and feet. The worst part about it was it coming to an end!
In fact, I was gutted the trip had to come to an end. The food was incredible - we went off campus to one of their other restaurants 'Newbridge on Usk' - I had 3 courses and all were just so so perfect. Ham terrine, steak & ale pie and a dessert platter to share, made from what I can only describe as dreams.
So as you can tell from my ramblings, we had an amazing stay. Now all I have to do is find other things to do to pass the time. If anyone has any suggestions of things-to-do in the last weeks of your pregnancy, please tweet me.
I've noticed this week that my bump has dropped. Although I'm hoping it means I might go into labour soon, that really may not be the case.
A baby's head can be engaged for weeks without anything happening. My bump dropping has helped with my breathing and heart burn but has definitely made it worse with the pressure in my pelvis. The other night I didn't sleep a wink, the pain was so intense in my back and groin, it made me so nauseous. I really hope I don't have many more nights like that again.
Virginia, my independent midwife, came over on Sunday. I can't tell you what a difference it's made and is making having this one-on-one care with the same person. Building this relationship with Virginia has helped me get excited and prepared for the big day. Yes I said excited. With the confidence I have in hypnobirthing and the trust I have in Virginia, I feel at ease and empowered that I will be completely in control and have the most incredible birth.
I loved the picture of Kim Kardashian this week in her tight beige maxi dress and long coat. I love the fact she's not afraid to embrace her blooming pregnancy figure. I for sure have and I think gone are the days when women would cover their bump in tent-like clothing. It's to be celebrated and to be shown off! When else can you pile the pounds on and not be judged?
Speaking of feeling good in clothes, I received some lingerie from the Cake Maternity range the other day and WOW it really did feel good to wear. One thing I've struggled with from day one of falling pregnant is comfortable bras that don't make me feel... well, just YUK. I'm embracing my pregnancy figure so I can only do that if what I'm wearing makes me feel good. These bras are not only comfy and feel great on the skin and supports breastfeeding, I feel sexy in them too.
Have a good week everyone!