Vicky Pattison ‘contemplated suicide’ following assault arrest

Vicky Pattison has revealed that she ‘contemplated suicide’ following her arrest for assault last year.

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by Fiona Day |
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The Geordie Shore star was arrested alongside co-star Holly Hagen following the attack on a model in a Newcastle nightclub.

Vicky was later charged for the assault and found herself becoming depressed after she then split from fiancé, Ricci Guarnaccio.

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Writing in her new autobiography, Nothing But The Truth, the reality star revealed: "I was so down in the weeks that followed I genuinely contemplated killing myself at times."

"I am dramatic about things when it comes to love or my mates, but I had never in my life before suffered from serious depression or considered suicide.

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"I'd always thought of suicide as a selfish act and that you would be hurting other people and leaving all of your problems for them to deal with by going through with it.

Vicky has recently returned to Geordie Shore
Vicky has recently returned to Geordie Shore

"I felt like all I was doing was messing up and embarrassing my family. I had lost everything I had going for me and I didn't want to live any more. I couldn't see any other way out."

Vicky, 25, luckily sought help, and after several counselling sessions started to bounce back.

"Things couldn't get any worse and I said to myself, 'Stop lying on the f****** sofa feeling sorry for yourself. Get up, go to the gym, see your friends, and if Geordie Shore don't want you back then it's not meant to be.'

"It was that fighting instinct in me, and my amazing sister and friend who got me through that made me realise that I would achieve nothing by killing myself.

"I would have left the only people who cared about me heartbroken."

Vicky has recently returned to Geordie Shore after a brief stint on MTV dating show Ex On The Beach.

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