The 28-year-old told a UK publication that people she thought were her friends turned their backs on her when she became pregnant.
She said: “I thought the people in that showbiz circle were my friends. But almost the second I got pregnant and I wasn’t able to go out and party, they were suddenly quite nasty.
There’s a way that those people survive, and it’s not by being nice. The way they make themselves feel powerful is to ostracise other people.”
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The mum-of-two said that although it upsets her that her former friends turned on her, she is happy that she can now see them for what they are.
Lily said: “I feel blessed to be able to recognise that but at the same time it can still feel pretty s*** when you walk into a room full of people and you can feel their eyes looking at you and people laughing.
“It’s hard for me because I will eternally feel like that little bullied girl at school, because that’s what I was.”
Lily also admitted that she found her new lifestyle ‘disappointing’ when she made it as a pop star.
She said: “I feel like when I was growing up and dreaming of being a pop star, it was the days of Britpop when things felt authentic and anarchic, and people were taking drugs and having a lot of fun and having sex with each other and it wasn’t fake, it was real.
“So excuse me if I found it a bit disappointing when I arrived and it was a bunch of sterile f***ing Botoxed idiots that stank of depression.”