Last week, Khloe Kardashian’s ex Lamar Odom was found unconscious after reportedly taking 10 herbal viagra pills and suffering heart failure during a four-day bender at a Nevada brothel.
It was reported the star had “every drug imaginable” – including cocaine – in his system.
Reports later claimed that Lamar, 35, was “irate and inconsolable” after a phone call last Sunday detailing how he would be portrayed in an upcoming episode of the reality show.
Over the weekend he reportedly woke up but will need months of intense rehab to walk and talk again.
Now insiders reveal to Closer that Khloe – who had been keeping a bedside vigil – has been sobbing to her mum, Kris Jenner, and sister Kim, blaming herself for Lamar’s fate.
A source says: “Khloe is distraught – she’s veering between being numb with shock to sobbing uncontrollably. She was holding Lamar’s hand, begging him to wake up, and is tormenting herself that she should have done something more.
"Although everyone’s reassuring her there’s nothing she could have done, she’s told Kim she’s blaming herself for what’s happened.”
Read the full story in this week’s Closer – out now.