Danielle Lloyd opened up about her secret depression battle last month, admitting she hadn’t “been feeling myself” for the past few months.
The 36 year old – who underwent endometriosis surgery a few weeks ago – spoke out on social media, revealing, “Sometimes in life we don’t know why we feel sad or feel like we can’t be ourselves. I can’t explain how or why I’ve been feeling the way I have for the last few months, but I certainly haven’t been myself.
“Just remember everything can look so right from the outside, yet be so wrong on the inside. Thank you to my lovely friends and family who continue to support me through my bad times and let’s look forward to the good times #depressionawareness #anxiety #hormonehealth #endometriosis.”
And now Danielle – who is mum to Archie, nine, Harry, eight, and George, six, with ex Jamie O’Hara, and two-year-old Ronnie with her husband Michael O’Neill – tells Closer she feels that living through lockdown twice at her house in Sutton Coldfield has been a real struggle.
“Lockdown is so sh*t and horrible,” says the former glamour model.
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1 of 26Adele Roberts Big Brother
Adele was one of the original housemates and RAPPED in her audition tape saying why she deserved a place. Bold move. She was popular with her fellow housemates but sadly not with the voting public and was booted out with 62% of the vote on day 43. Still, what a stint.
2 of 26Adele Roberts 2018
A bone fide Big Brother success story, Adele is a DJ on Radio 1's Early Breakfast Show. We don't envy her the 4am starts though. Ouch. In November 2019, Adele became an I'm A Celebrity...Get Me Out Of Here! campmate.
3 of 26Alex Sibley Big Brother
When Alex entered the house, it was our strongly held belief that we was the fittest housemate EVER. It was a more innocent time. He came third with 27% of the vote.
4 of 26Alex Sibley 2018
Alex remains an enthusiastic Big Brother fan and recently appeared on Big Brother's Bit on the Side. He is still very hot.
5 of 26Alison Hammond Big Brother
Alison was one of the biggest personalities in the Big Brother house but her card was marked with Alex and Jonny when she admitted she peed in the shower. Bafflingly, she came in 11th place.
6 of 26Alison Hammond 2018
Alison certainly had the last laugh - she's been a regular on This Morning since 2003.
7 of 26Jade Goody Big Brother
Jade's time in the house was remarkable for her constant references to her "kebab", her inability to hold her booze, and her relentless good humour.
8 of 26Jade Goody 2008
Jade was a hugely popular TV personality when she left the house, but fell from grace following a controversial appearance on Celebrity Big Brother. She died in her sleep due to cervical cancer in March 2009.
9 of 26Kate Lawler Big Brother
Kate was the first female winner of Big Brother. Go, Kate!
10 of 26Kate Lawler 2018
Kate is now a DJ working on Virgin Radio in the afternoon slot (other cough Bauer cough radio stations are available).
11 of 26Lee Davey Big Brother
Lee spent 18 days in the house. We don't remember a single moment of it.
12 of 26Lee Davey 2018
These days Lee's looking hubba hubba HOT and appears to be spending a lot of time in the gym or at the football. Which is a pretty sweet life.
13 of 26Lynne Moncrieff Big Brother
Lynne was the first person to be evicted from the Big Brother house. It's got to be someone of course, but ouch.
14 of 26Lynne Moncrieff 2018
Lynne now appears to have a business selling her own art, and she has an AWESOME pack of pet dogs.
15 of 26Peter James "PJ" Ellis Big Brother
PJ's time in the house was made special by an oral sex act he received from Jade. He later denied it happened despite us all seeing it on the telly.
16 of 26Peter James "PJ" Ellis 2018
PJ is now a solicitor and lover of Brum.
17 of 26Sandy Cumming Big Brother
We rather liked stylish Sandy, However, he decided the Big Brother experience was not for him and left by scaling a wall on day 20 after urinating in a bin.
18 of 26Sandy Cumming 2002
This is the last known sighting of Sandy.
19 of 26Sophie Pritchard Big Brother
Sophie entered the house on day ten and fell for Lee although they didn't get together until they'd left the house. The two married and had a son together.
20 of 26Sophie Pritchard 2010
Sophie and Lee split ten months after their son was born and Sophie appears to have stayed out of the limelight.
21 of 26Spencer Smith Big Brother
Spencer came in ninth place. And that's about all we can recall of his time in the house. Soz, Spencer.
22 of 26Spencer Smith 2010
Spencer appeared in Celebrity Four Weddings in 2010. We haven't heard anything of him since.
23 of 26Sunita Sharma Big Brother
Sunita was one of the original housemates but walked on day seven saying that Big Brother "was not her party".
24 of 26Sunita Sharma 2018
Sunita returned to her old job and now works as a barrister,
25 of 26Tim Culley Big Brother
Tim and his, ahem, natural brunette locks entered the house as a replacement for Sandy. He will forever be remembered for trying to secretly shave his chest hair.
26 of 26Tim Culley 2018
Tim appears to have returned to South Africa and has a fancy job at a design company. He still references Big Brother in his company bio.
“Everyone’s mental health is really suffering and I’ve been really affected by it. I’ve felt quite depressed.
“It’s such a weird way of living – not being able to see your family and friends, go out properly and wearing a mask everywhere. It seems to be going on for ages.
“My mum lives in Liverpool and she’s been living with really strict restrictions for a while, so I haven’t been able to see her face-to-face for months. We’re so close, so it’s really upsetting for me, and the boys need to see their grandma.”
Danielle admits she would struggle to cope alone with her boys, and says Michael has been supporting her more than ever.
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She adds, “I’m so lucky that Michael is so hands-on – it can be really tough with four boys and no nanny. They act like they’re 21 already – their attitude is the most difficult thing to handle. The whole experience has made Michael and me stronger – we haven’t argued during lockdown, we’re like best friends.”
And Danielle says she’s working out at home to try to boost her mood, adding, “I have lots of gym equipment, so I’m planning on exercising, as the release of endorphins really helps. In lockdown, you do tend to get stuck in a rut, so you have to stay motivated and keep active.”
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