Caroline revealed she felt like she was 'dead inside' over the last 12 months...
It' been a rollercoaster year for Caroline Flack - celebrating the success of her Love Island presenting gig (dream job, much?), while dealing with her on-and-off relationship with Andrew Brady in the public eye. Now, the presenter and actor has opened up about what a tough year it's been, admitting there have been many moments when she 'felt dead inside'.
Taking to Instagram on Sunday, the 39 year old shared her 'top nine photos' along with the caption: "My top 9..... funny isn’t it... I look so happy ... except I know in 4 of those pictures I was dying inside ... my top 9 moments were not represented by these pictures but by things that happened and will stay in my heart forever ... I’ve learned many lessons this year mostly that everything is temporary .....moments , feelings , people , flowers (RK) ....... and also that having a puppy is hard bloody work . Happy new year ❤️"
Andrew - who Caroline has now confirmed she has split from - doesn't appear in any of the photographs. Earlier this month, Caroline told The Sun: "I’m on my own now. So I’m sorting myself out, I’m doing what I want to do. I’m putting my head into this, into work and focusing on acting." She went on to confirm that she is no longer living with Andrew but refused to embellish further on the problems they'd been having and said: "We’re both looking after our own heads and doing our own thing. That’s really important."
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Fans have praised Caroline for sharing such an honest post, with one writing: "The most genuine post I’ve seen and me too sister friend me too," while another wrote: "You are a wonderful human being. Be strong and I hope 2019 brings you everything you wish for x" A third added: "Very very true words said on lessons..Stay strong."
Hopefully 2019 will be a happier year for Caroline - you got this, girl