Last week Charlie, 23, sensationally quit The Only Way Is Essex - and appeared to dump 24-year-old Ferne – via Twitter.
Writing in her column for Star, Ferne said: “After Charlie tweeted about leaving the show and mentioned me and Chloe [Sims] in tweets last week, I was honestly really shocked.
“It feels like it’s come from nowhere.”
Ferne sadly admitted her future with Charlie is uncertain, despite them discussing marriage and babies in the past.
She continued: “It’s still all very raw so I don’t really know what’s going to happen to us as a couple.
“He wasn’t willing to air his problems on camera as he isn’t one for lots of drama.”
But Ferne insists Charlie will regret his social media outburst, and slammed him for trying to make her choose between their relationship and her job.
She told the Daily Mail: “TOWIE’s my job at the end of the day – it’s my career.
“His behaviour has made me question the future. Now I think we want different things in life.
“He was my everything but now it looks like that isn’t going to happen anymore and I have to re-evaluate my life. It’s really upsetting.”
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